! NEED HELP--insurance for total loss

Hi, everyone I had a car accident three days ago, just got dicharged from the hospital. I called the insurance company today and they said the car is a total loss (i haven't seen it after the accident). They are going to cut me a cheque with BOTH the bank(leinholder) and my name on it. The amount will be the sale value $20,000. I've only had the car for 1 months (isn't that sad?), and I still owe the bank about $22,000 as of now (including interest and other charges). I understand the bank has the right to collect the money before me since they own a larger portion of the car than I do, but is there any way that I can keep the cheque and keep paying off the loan monthly??? i can't accept the fact that I will be left with NO CAR, NO MONEY, $ 2000 DEBT, a CONCUSION, and NO WEDGES for the next 3 weeks! I know some of you guys are very experienced adjusters, have you ever dealt with anything like this? Is there another way around this? ---- at least let me keep 1/2 of the cheque and pay the rest of the loan by montly as before. Thank you so much!!!!!!!!!! I really need your advices!!!